1/31/2007
I m turning 21 soon!! Can u believe it.. I m soooo old.. In 6 more dayz i will get my so called key to the door of freedom... Actually i got much freedom already..But i got to do things i wasnt suppose 2 b doing.. So now i can offically do tat stuff.. Dont know wat stuff also but to do stuff..hahaha...
I would be getting 2 spend my birthday in this dreadful lab or shall i say jail.. hrmpf!! See how unlucky m i.. But i m happy.. i get to spend time with my darling n my frenz after school.. so sickening.. My father is having some problems with his Van which he newly bought.. So money is also tight.. So i have to see whether he gives me the money to celebrate to invite all my frenz.. Hope to get many many presents.. hahaha...
Its week 10!! 16 more dayz to go..2 say goodbye to my poly life!!SUPER scared!! Imagine i m jus lik 2 n a half more weeks away to step into the real working life!!Although i had been working for about 3 to 4 years in my various part time jobs.. This is really terrifying.. On the other side i m still happy.. As to we can lead our lives our OWN way.. To think about this is not that bad afterall.. But the true fact is i CANNOT get into a goverment UNIVERSITY with my GPA standing at about 2 point something....So my plan is to find other alternatives!! Which is..
Plan 1 - Submit my application form together with my various certificates 2 SMU!!
Plan 2 - Submit my application form to NIE.. and wait long long for their reply..haha
Plan 3 - Get a so called full time job.. But take it as a part time 1.. And get my degree in SIM!! I m plannin to take either accountancy or business.. NEVER in my world will i take IT for sure.. The so called biggest mistake i have ever made in my life..
If none of the plans work or should i say get a reply from each of them.. Its jus it.. GET MARRIED!! hahaha.. But i m definately sure i m not gona get married soon!! But i want 5 kids.. haha.. Its contradicting i should say!! But what to do.. Nothing seems to be working perfectly..
So i guess i should wait for god's reply instead!! See what he has lined up for me..
I did not blog for a very long time.. Guess i was busy held up wif my dumb project of course!! IPP was dreadful!! FYPJ is another 1!! Which is so sickening!! I dont understand a single piece of shit in NETBEANS!! And i m suppose to be using that IDE 2 create my JAVA program!! Argggghhh.. I have been running away from java for a very long time.. Thats the ONLY reason why i chose VB.NET.. But as i can say.. Push all the blame 2 --> FATE!! Thats the only word i can say.. or theres another 1.. UNLUCKINESS!! or shall i say BAD luck.. But i have done abit of my part for my project.. i actually understood what i did.. But the bad bad thing is the MAIN part is yet to be done!! And theres no way i can have a thought about integration!! Let us see how it goes.. I hope for some miracles to happen... But wif my swayness around i dunt know what to do... Lets wait n see... hahaha