12/11/2006

Jus thinking of what i did in my previous life!! Tat i m alwayz suffering whereva i go or wateva i do!!Nothing turns out to be good for me..Everything turns out to be shitified in the END!! I m choo tired of blabering abt my swayness.. or izzit called previous birth sufferings..My frenz are enjoying wateva they r doing.. I think i shall hold the title as the " SWAY BITCH".. how izzit.. Cos on sat.. even without me realising, i LOST my IPOD VIDEO.. Its 30 gigabytes of memory, had many memorable pics, its nice,its my 2nd hubby(My first husband is of course my handphone),its expensive... i bought it with my own hard earned money$$.. Wat 2 do? perhapz its fated that i have to suffer this much.. But whoeva who took my IPOD would definatedly suffer a very painful,sinful death.. I mean, would a person be happy that he/she (I have a gut feelin that its defintedly not a gurl!! cos my make-up stuff was untouched) has a stolen thing in their hands.. heartless creatures.. i jus hope tat my IPOD jus spoil tis moment rite now.. So that the person will realise that stolen stuff doesnt last long with that person.. wat a world.. In spore, this kind of people still exist!! BLOODY B*.. My IPOD was worth $550, i used up all my pay jus to buy this.. And it jus vanished yesterday... i know that i m forgetful.. but not until this extend right?? or would i b wrong... To think that i have been this careless.. makes me wan 2 sleep my face HARD!! But 2 think abt this makes me wan 2 cry even more!! can someone jus lend me yur shoulderz..until i make it wet.. arghhh.. oki enough.. i had enough.. i duno how long more i can tagan this kind off situation..

Today i was suppose to go back to my company... to collect my pay cheque.. eventually that plan failed as well.. My frenz all received their cheque via post... except me.. sway-sway me again.. tat lady whose suppose to distribute the cheques to us is on 2 day MC!! WTF!! i jus duno wat to say... so no PAY as well.. wat the heck.. i left my lab.. informed my sup tat i m heading to my company.. but eventually when i called back to HR.. she told me this bad news.. aiyyo.. fated 2 suffer.. all my frenz can enjoy their pay except 4 me!! tsk tsk.. When i came back i felt so embarassed.. to tell Mr law that i m not going today but 2 dayz later..shit!!!

12/11/2006 03:06:00 пп
the scent still lingers