11/08/2006

Cant wait 4 24th of nov..My last day in tis dreadful company..waiting EAGERLY..I definately would not mizz anything in tis company.. except for some few nice soulz..eg the security guards.. simply nice ppl.. who greets all of us wenever we go in n out.. Trying my best 2 be rebellious tis past few dayz.. one side i m happy cos i haf a lil ease of mind! Instead of worrying head-over-heels, ma frenz call me kanchong..but i haf got no choice.. if u see the amount of work pending defiantely u wouldnt feel lik eating at all!! I rush all of them during lunch time..to quickly eat their lunch.. lik a naggy mak-cik.. to rush back to the company by 1pm..or the latest by 1.30pm..but wat 2 do!! I serious haf no choice..But now 2 tink of it also.. I dun gain anything neither..As my grade is not gonna go up.. from a 3+ 2 a 4.. Cos no miracle is gonna happen.. shes NEVER gonna appreciate ma work.. unlike ma other team members.. who actually thank me at the end of the day after finishing their tasks..i feel a lil happy tat i m being appreciated for my work..and tat gifs me more energy n the stamina to work for them..N it gifs me a feel tat i m not UNWANTED.. Unlike her..Never bother to 2 do anything.. u dun appreciate can but atleast dun critisize lar.. nope she will never be considerate to ANYBODY..Tat biatch shouted at me today..i feel so embarassed!! but i dun care already.. cos its totally ridicuous...But my other side of the angel is telling me to go ahead.. And do ma work consciously, i m trying my best to do wateva i can in those long hours of mine.. But ma mood is not there.. Hope 2 finish her prototype..N move on wif ma other team members task.. But her work is never-ending.. Cos her work should be given the 1 priority.. My foot la.. idiot.. Jus tinking abt her gifs me a headache man!! K.. i m too tired.. Jus rite more in later entries..

11/08/2006 11:45:00 пп
the scent still lingers