11/30/2006

Atlast HELL is OVER.. Now gone into another... whic is BLK R!! wat a sway bitch i m!! i can see tat most of ma frenz enjoyed IPP!! N most of them enjoyed FYPJ as well!!So i m one of those few who were unlucky.. And i m STILL the most unlucky 1 in FYPJ!! Cos i got into BLK R!! Seriously a very sway thing.. I m GONA put on more weight now.. As sch has started!! South canteen is sooo near me!! Today is the 4th day of FYPJ.. Din had time to update ma blog.. But now since ma SUP is not ard.. i m off the hook.. IPP was hell man!! Last day also tat biatch gimme WORK!! I din care.. But she said it was urgent so i had to do it.. Cos i did not fill up ma clearance form yet!! Ma IPP frenz.. The crooks --> Cavin,Khairul,Riza,Tony.. Aiyyo.. Couldnt take their torturez.. Putting BANANAz on ma comp!! hahaha.. And i din noe.. how stupid can i get.. And ma OIC come there to check on me.. while the banana was still on ma desk..She din noe whether to laugh or to stare at me.. idiot.. the annoying look on her face..still makes me SMACK her F****** face... haha.. She gaf me a satisfactory for my report!! wat the hell!! i did most of the work there.. her work to be precise.. i seriosusly got no words to scold her!! Cos i m so freaking pisssed!! Thou i still miss ma fav team members...the security gaurds.. the lunch bus.. i m so used to the hectic life.. But wen i came here.. its lik a JAIL!! wat 2 do.. And a pathetic 6 bunch of ppl is enjoying hell wif me here!! And i m the onli one frm ma BIO-INFORMATICS clas.. WTF!!i seriously feel its too much for me.. I must use JAVA -NET BEANZ.. Where can i go and bang myself.. i was running away frm java all tis while... And finally i m caught.. i seriously got no idea wat i m doing.. And the whole 4 dayz haf been spent on MSN!! i lik tis.. but its boring.. i m hunting dwn for ppl who can help me.. cos i realli need help in ma proj.. But seriously if i had a chnace i would definately run away frm tis blk to blk L.. Ma sup is seriously a strict person.. SO realli cannot play.. but wat to do.. Nth can be changed.. the onli good thing is tat gillian is stuck together wif me here.. And tis guys here r quite nice too.. But i prefer ma sch environment.. missed sch to the MAX.. But thinking twice.. But its definatedly better ten IPP i gues.. In sch for the past 4 dayz..I hear alot of ppl saying i m looking realli different.. i m Soo happy tat ma new hair style turned out wel..I lost weight too.. hehe.. Very Happy for tat 2.. thnkz to ma CRUEL days in IPP.. haha.. i saw most of ma frenz back.. so still getting used to the JAIL environment.. til then..

11/30/2006 03:59:00 пп
the scent still lingers

11/08/2006

Cant wait 4 24th of nov..My last day in tis dreadful company..waiting EAGERLY..I definately would not mizz anything in tis company.. except for some few nice soulz..eg the security guards.. simply nice ppl.. who greets all of us wenever we go in n out.. Trying my best 2 be rebellious tis past few dayz.. one side i m happy cos i haf a lil ease of mind! Instead of worrying head-over-heels, ma frenz call me kanchong..but i haf got no choice.. if u see the amount of work pending defiantely u wouldnt feel lik eating at all!! I rush all of them during lunch time..to quickly eat their lunch.. lik a naggy mak-cik.. to rush back to the company by 1pm..or the latest by 1.30pm..but wat 2 do!! I serious haf no choice..But now 2 tink of it also.. I dun gain anything neither..As my grade is not gonna go up.. from a 3+ 2 a 4.. Cos no miracle is gonna happen.. shes NEVER gonna appreciate ma work.. unlike ma other team members.. who actually thank me at the end of the day after finishing their tasks..i feel a lil happy tat i m being appreciated for my work..and tat gifs me more energy n the stamina to work for them..N it gifs me a feel tat i m not UNWANTED.. Unlike her..Never bother to 2 do anything.. u dun appreciate can but atleast dun critisize lar.. nope she will never be considerate to ANYBODY..Tat biatch shouted at me today..i feel so embarassed!! but i dun care already.. cos its totally ridicuous...But my other side of the angel is telling me to go ahead.. And do ma work consciously, i m trying my best to do wateva i can in those long hours of mine.. But ma mood is not there.. Hope 2 finish her prototype..N move on wif ma other team members task.. But her work is never-ending.. Cos her work should be given the 1 priority.. My foot la.. idiot.. Jus tinking abt her gifs me a headache man!! K.. i m too tired.. Jus rite more in later entries..

11/08/2006 11:45:00 пп
the scent still lingers