10/22/2006

Deepavali~ the festival of lights was okay.. Tried my best to enjoy!! Dunno why, jus dun feel the correct atmoshpere around!! Only wen i look at ma decorated house.. i have the so called feel, tat it is DEEPAVALI.. N i m suppose to be enjoying... It was very tiring.. had to help my mum to decorate the house with maroon colour curtains, i tink ma mum jus admirez RED!! Cos most of the decorative stuff was in red!! But it was b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l of course.. din go 2 much houses.. cos ma mum needed ma help.. I felt terribly bad tat i wasnt helping her ALOT tis time around, cos of WORK!! hate it 2 the core, tis is the 1st year tat on deepavali EVE i wasnt at home but in ma OFFICE, doing work for tat DUMBBELL!! I was too irritated with her attitute..damn irritated.. wen i tink abt it.. I saw most of ma INDIA-indian team memberz n colleagues making their way to the exit at about 1pm-3pm with their bags.. wherby i m was jus sitted down ther n watched tat sorrowful scene..wat can i expect.. i try ma best to remain calm... But shes jus too much... she din even haf the initiative 2 ask me to go back home on a HALF day.. atleast dun gimme X-tra work la..She din haf enough of me YET!! so she wanted to torture me even more... So she told me to finish of tat DUMB file b4 i leave.. i was SoOoo irritated!! Can u belive it.. it was deapavali eve.. A day indianz get to celebrate.. A so called regconised festival in spore and we get a public holiday.. But tis DUMBO doesnt even haf the basic etiquette 2 ask me to leave... I COMPLAINED all the way to ma 'FRENZ'- the ppl who enjoyed ma sorrows..they were sick of it 2.. but i really had no choice.. they told me to leave.. but i was too afraid.. tinks alr is cocked-up here.. wat more can i do.. She told me to finish off tat big file.. i was suppose to do last minute shopping wif ma family... n i was stucked in CRUELSOME LOGIC!! So i jus couldnt take it n i jus told her off!! I told her i had to leave..i had to go out wif ma family.. She still insisted on me doing tat file b4 i leave!! i m not being racist here.. but if it was the eve of CHINESE NEW YEAR would tat dumb bitch be sitting in tat chair.. i jus duno!! perhapz she would.. cos shes not married!!! N she doesnt wana enjoy!!! 5 more weeks 2 go.. jus cant wait 4 tis period 2 finish.. 2 go back to sch...

10/22/2006 11:46:00 пп
the scent still lingers