10/10/2006

Again i haf got a 3+ 4 a grade!! wat m i suppose to do?? I tried ma best to be NICE as possible!!! Perhapz its not meant 4 me!! seriously..M floating in thoughts!! wats gona happen in tis 7 weeks of IPP!! i seriously dun wana look ahead!! i m still in ma office!! In a dumb "fish tank", tats hw ppl call tis room.. cant WAIT its 8.29 now,still got half an hour to go!!Dunno how i plannignt o go also!! DEFINATELY i m NOT gona take a CAB!! Cos its 25 bucks from science park 2 to yishun St22...So cab is out of the question!! so wat else can i do?? walk home!!NOO!!All ma energy is DRAINED out!!So i m planning to take a cab to clementi mrt!!tats the best idea i can tink off!!! Saw ma team member LEAVING.. i remember his last words... "Bubye".. i could feel his presence S-L-O-W-L-Y moving away!! B4 he could leave i asked him 4 his number AGAIN!!Can u belive tis?? Me askin a GUY 4 his num!! i haf NEVER done such a tink in ma life.. But wat 2 do!! I couldnt help it!! Not becoz i was GATHAL or anything!! its becos i BADLY needed HIS supervision!! Cos i m taking OVER his workload!! N he tinks hes FREAKING hansem(haha he is thou),but still he ACT.. He din wan 2 gimme his num!!! i was NEVER embarassed until tis extent!!Dunno.. but i noe he will be back!! but i actually dun gain anythin by him returning back cos he wouldnt be in same team as me!! How sway!!He said he still haf got 1 month to come back!!So wen hes newly joinin i will b ready to leave i GUEZZ!! Cos it will be the LAST week of ma attachment!!Foo!! cant wait for the day as well!!Work is from Mon- Fri.. But as for me its Mon-SUN!! Can u belive tis!! Sat n sun is for me to go OUT!! i cant work in ma part-time job as tis ppl here wanz to TORTURE me even more.. So i dun haf a fixed schedule!! Liddat how 2 go work u tell me!! Aiyyo!! still got more to go!! but i tink i wrote alot alr... so Choaz!!

10/10/2006 08:23:00 пп
the scent still lingers