my memories

1/09/2008

Hey my dear luvly friends i m back.. all NEW.. *giggles*.
Its been many months since i have blogged!! So i m BACK..

My current life..
Now working in Singapore Power.. A nice company to work in.. Problems yet to come.. Been here only for one ++ month.. Things have really changed..

- My lovely mother's death..
- Been working in Singtel for the past 8 months..
- Enjoying life with my *BOYFRIEND*, haha..
- Wanting to study in SIM..will happen by the year 2009..

Long way to go in life.. Will be turning 22 soon.. Seems to be getting older in the number and the face.. Formal dressing make me look much much older than my dear *one..

Wanting to really meet up with ALL my DEARIES..but havent got the time.. Have been busy with my work..

Lately been meeting up with zuraida, Qamsia, and my dear Gillian..Everybody is currently settled down for now.. Its nice to have a chat with them after meeting them after so long..

Now working with Felicia in the same Department but different Section..

She is on 2 weeks MC (Stuck with CHICKEN POX).. Hope she gets well soon..

My computer is wrecked.. All though with wireless fittings it just doesnt seem to be working for the better..

Singtel - Singapore Power - NO INTERNET - NO MSN.. So dead boring.. But work still keeps me going..

1/09/2008 01:45:00 пп
the scent still lingers

3/19/2007

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

3/19/2007 04:39:00 пп
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1/31/2007

I m turning 21 soon!! Can u believe it.. I m soooo old.. In 6 more dayz i will get my so called key to the door of freedom... Actually i got much freedom already..But i got to do things i wasnt suppose 2 b doing.. So now i can offically do tat stuff.. Dont know wat stuff also but to do stuff..hahaha...

I would be getting 2 spend my birthday in this dreadful lab or shall i say jail.. hrmpf!! See how unlucky m i.. But i m happy.. i get to spend time with my darling n my frenz after school.. so sickening.. My father is having some problems with his Van which he newly bought.. So money is also tight.. So i have to see whether he gives me the money to celebrate to invite all my frenz.. Hope to get many many presents.. hahaha...

1/31/2007 09:46:00 дп
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Its week 10!! 16 more dayz to go..2 say goodbye to my poly life!!SUPER scared!! Imagine i m jus lik 2 n a half more weeks away to step into the real working life!!Although i had been working for about 3 to 4 years in my various part time jobs.. This is really terrifying.. On the other side i m still happy.. As to we can lead our lives our OWN way.. To think about this is not that bad afterall.. But the true fact is i CANNOT get into a goverment UNIVERSITY with my GPA standing at about 2 point something....So my plan is to find other alternatives!! Which is..

Plan 1 - Submit my application form together with my various certificates 2 SMU!!

Plan 2 - Submit my application form to NIE.. and wait long long for their reply..haha

Plan 3 - Get a so called full time job.. But take it as a part time 1.. And get my degree in SIM!! I m plannin to take either accountancy or business.. NEVER in my world will i take IT for sure.. The so called biggest mistake i have ever made in my life..

If none of the plans work or should i say get a reply from each of them.. Its jus it.. GET MARRIED!! hahaha.. But i m definately sure i m not gona get married soon!! But i want 5 kids.. haha.. Its contradicting i should say!! But what to do.. Nothing seems to be working perfectly..
So i guess i should wait for god's reply instead!! See what he has lined up for me..

I did not blog for a very long time.. Guess i was busy held up wif my dumb project of course!! IPP was dreadful!! FYPJ is another 1!! Which is so sickening!! I dont understand a single piece of shit in NETBEANS!! And i m suppose to be using that IDE 2 create my JAVA program!! Argggghhh.. I have been running away from java for a very long time.. Thats the ONLY reason why i chose VB.NET.. But as i can say.. Push all the blame 2 --> FATE!! Thats the only word i can say.. or theres another 1.. UNLUCKINESS!! or shall i say BAD luck.. But i have done abit of my part for my project.. i actually understood what i did.. But the bad bad thing is the MAIN part is yet to be done!! And theres no way i can have a thought about integration!! Let us see how it goes.. I hope for some miracles to happen... But wif my swayness around i dunt know what to do... Lets wait n see... hahaha

1/31/2007 09:05:00 дп
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12/11/2006

Madness made US do tis.. hehe.. (wida,dina,wina,puva).. luved the outing wif the galz..

12/11/2006 03:59:00 пп
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Jus thinking of what i did in my previous life!! Tat i m alwayz suffering whereva i go or wateva i do!!Nothing turns out to be good for me..Everything turns out to be shitified in the END!! I m choo tired of blabering abt my swayness.. or izzit called previous birth sufferings..My frenz are enjoying wateva they r doing.. I think i shall hold the title as the " SWAY BITCH".. how izzit.. Cos on sat.. even without me realising, i LOST my IPOD VIDEO.. Its 30 gigabytes of memory, had many memorable pics, its nice,its my 2nd hubby(My first husband is of course my handphone),its expensive... i bought it with my own hard earned money$$.. Wat 2 do? perhapz its fated that i have to suffer this much.. But whoeva who took my IPOD would definatedly suffer a very painful,sinful death.. I mean, would a person be happy that he/she (I have a gut feelin that its defintedly not a gurl!! cos my make-up stuff was untouched) has a stolen thing in their hands.. heartless creatures.. i jus hope tat my IPOD jus spoil tis moment rite now.. So that the person will realise that stolen stuff doesnt last long with that person.. wat a world.. In spore, this kind of people still exist!! BLOODY B*.. My IPOD was worth $550, i used up all my pay jus to buy this.. And it jus vanished yesterday... i know that i m forgetful.. but not until this extend right?? or would i b wrong... To think that i have been this careless.. makes me wan 2 sleep my face HARD!! But 2 think abt this makes me wan 2 cry even more!! can someone jus lend me yur shoulderz..until i make it wet.. arghhh.. oki enough.. i had enough.. i duno how long more i can tagan this kind off situation..

Today i was suppose to go back to my company... to collect my pay cheque.. eventually that plan failed as well.. My frenz all received their cheque via post... except me.. sway-sway me again.. tat lady whose suppose to distribute the cheques to us is on 2 day MC!! WTF!! i jus duno wat to say... so no PAY as well.. wat the heck.. i left my lab.. informed my sup tat i m heading to my company.. but eventually when i called back to HR.. she told me this bad news.. aiyyo.. fated 2 suffer.. all my frenz can enjoy their pay except 4 me!! tsk tsk.. When i came back i felt so embarassed.. to tell Mr law that i m not going today but 2 dayz later..shit!!!

12/11/2006 03:06:00 пп
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12/08/2006

Lets begin the story by..

I was sitted in 1 fish tank room in my company during my attachment. Then, i had been allocated to do a task to brush up the design specification whic is over 700 pages...And the file is so freaking big tat it will take a long time to load up in a lousy slow comp(My company mostly had losuy comps) So in order to update certain chapters of the file.. i had to use a high power pc to update tat file..So while updating the file i took my slow powered PC and stuffed it in a corner.. After a few day of updating the file in tat pc... My team member also had to update tat file.. So she told me to shift my place to a,VERY COLD room.. So i was pissed off tat i was shifted to the cold room althou its onli 4 a few dayz..Ten frustrated, i told abt tis matter to my best fren,in msn.. "Gill, i m being shifted to a very cold room.. i din even bring my jacket"... So a basic first reply would be.. " Why are u being shifted".. Instead she asked me back, " Why is the room cold".. Freaking irritated, i jus told her, "jus forget it"... So the moral of the story is never tell anything, wen u r angry to a blur queen.. whic is Ms Anthony Martin Gillian Cassandra..haha..

12/08/2006 02:31:00 пп
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12/07/2006

12/07/2006 04:49:00 пп
the scent still lingers

12/06/2006

Overall(Tony,Cavin,Khairul,Riza,Sutini,WeiXuan n ME)..Wei lun(My son) is suppose to be in this pictures.. but he refused to take wif us..he wasnt in the mood i guess!!haha..This is my company's gym!! A Remembrance of REEZA!!Arghhh!!

12/06/2006 04:00:00 пп
the scent still lingers